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In To The Dark
04:50
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Tearing down the shackles pain
worn down by the burden of grief
Sudden wake from a twisted dream
I saw my life as it could have been
Into the dark! (x2)
Arms reach wide with nothing to grasp
Into the dark! (x2)
Eyes wide open with nothing to look for
What was dear to me held out of reach
by the anchors that kept holding me still
I despise how I held my ground
when there was nothing left for me
What I feared became all I wanted
I have wasted too much living in this lie
I have nothing to live for
is it something to die for?
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What do you even dream of?
A step away from certain damnation
Smoke and mirrors to cloud my perception
Why was I afraid of the unknown?
I was burning in familiar hellscapes
Into the dark! (x2)
Arms reach wide but nothing's in reach
Into the dark! (x2)
Eyes wide open with nothing to look for
Why was I so afraid of the fall
When more altitude was all I gained?
I despise how I held my ground
when there was nothing left for me
What I feared became all I wanted
I have wasted too much living in this lie
I have wasted my life
Blindfolded by my own lies
Just to see it all end
is it something to die for?
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Don't you fear what dream of?
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I think I felt something
something that'll makes some sense
The answers were always here
locked inside my head
it was always all the same
vast loneliness day through day
my dear, this aint love
this affection, despair
I drink to feel something
Drink 'till it all makes sense
The answers were never here
trapped inside my hell
it was just always the same
vast loneliness day through day
my dear, there is no love
in this affection of despair
Playing the songs that feel
the way that I now feel
Trying to write the words
that make this all make sense
I'm giving me hope
laughing of no joy
hanging on the rope
I'm not holding on to
it was just always the same
vast loneliness day through fucking day
my dear, there is no love
afflictions of despair
Please hold onto me
Hold me close
and let me go
never
never
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Knives
05:08
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Buried in self deception
We were dead from the start
Silence now my truthfull heart
you should know I don't care
I heard your name the other day
and it surfaced the memories of pain
of how I wasted all that time
locked down to dwell in my hate
Though it's not how I feel, I accept
I just can't erase the dead
but I heard your name the other day
and it twist the knives I've held in my wounds
There is always another cage
where I am yet to be enchained
Now that we are undone
I wither down, scared to live
I had built my life
where I did not feel like home
I heard your name the other day
and it surfaced the memories of pain
of how I wasted all that time
locked down to dwell in my hate
Though it's not how I feel, I accept
I just can't erase the dead
but I heard your name the other day
and it twist the knives I've held in my wounds
There is always another cage
more familiar than the last
Still the words that I left unsaid
come haunt my every day
And it feels like no one knows
so I leave them in the dark
I'm erasing all the memories
until only pain remains
Anchor is pulling me down
the void is calling for me
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Dead Ends
06:46
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YAAA!
Dead Ends
in the white
All the roads ahead lead to that one place
path chosen too heavy to bear
Blessed be the numbness carved into me
Sweet nothingness I poured this life into
Blessed numbness
Sweet nothingness
it's too heavy
to bear
Carry me into the white
where I could return to
the dead end of loveless care
to the warmth of the light
into the white
where there is no more pain
which I could not supress, but still
I won't make it through again
This time I will leave you forever
Though love was a choice
I declined or never had
it came with a the cost
I just could not pay
Dead ends in the night
Distanced by the time
Entwined in the misery
Destined to be apart
Dead ends
Entwined misery
So distant
and apart
Rage against the falling world
walls come down around me
The voices that haunt me
bear resemblance to my own
Bleed into the dead end
from the escape I created
I never had much faith in life
and now it's been outweighed
feeding the void
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The Harbinger Kouvola, Finland
From the cracks of concrete hell, Kouvola, Finland, rises a new band with beautiful yearning doom metal melodies and crushing death metal riffs.
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