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Dead Ends

by The Harbinger

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1.
Tearing down the shackles pain worn down by the burden of grief Sudden wake from a twisted dream I saw my life as it could have been Into the dark! (x2) Arms reach wide with nothing to grasp Into the dark! (x2) Eyes wide open with nothing to look for What was dear to me held out of reach by the anchors that kept holding me still I despise how I held my ground when there was nothing left for me What I feared became all I wanted I have wasted too much living in this lie I have nothing to live for is it something to die for? - What do you even dream of? A step away from certain damnation Smoke and mirrors to cloud my perception Why was I afraid of the unknown? I was burning in familiar hellscapes Into the dark! (x2) Arms reach wide but nothing's in reach Into the dark! (x2) Eyes wide open with nothing to look for Why was I so afraid of the fall When more altitude was all I gained? I despise how I held my ground when there was nothing left for me What I feared became all I wanted I have wasted too much living in this lie I have wasted my life Blindfolded by my own lies Just to see it all end is it something to die for? - Don't you fear what dream of?
2.
I think I felt something something that'll makes some sense The answers were always here locked inside my head it was always all the same vast loneliness day through day my dear, this aint love this affection, despair I drink to feel something Drink 'till it all makes sense The answers were never here trapped inside my hell it was just always the same vast loneliness day through day my dear, there is no love in this affection of despair Playing the songs that feel the way that I now feel Trying to write the words that make this all make sense I'm giving me hope laughing of no joy hanging on the rope I'm not holding on to it was just always the same vast loneliness day through fucking day my dear, there is no love afflictions of despair Please hold onto me Hold me close and let me go never never
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Knives 05:08
Buried in self deception We were dead from the start Silence now my truthfull heart you should know I don't care I heard your name the other day and it surfaced the memories of pain of how I wasted all that time locked down to dwell in my hate Though it's not how I feel, I accept I just can't erase the dead but I heard your name the other day and it twist the knives I've held in my wounds There is always another cage where I am yet to be enchained Now that we are undone I wither down, scared to live I had built my life where I did not feel like home I heard your name the other day and it surfaced the memories of pain of how I wasted all that time locked down to dwell in my hate Though it's not how I feel, I accept I just can't erase the dead but I heard your name the other day and it twist the knives I've held in my wounds There is always another cage more familiar than the last Still the words that I left unsaid come haunt my every day And it feels like no one knows so I leave them in the dark I'm erasing all the memories until only pain remains Anchor is pulling me down the void is calling for me
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Dead Ends 06:46
YAAA! Dead Ends in the white All the roads ahead lead to that one place path chosen too heavy to bear Blessed be the numbness carved into me Sweet nothingness I poured this life into Blessed numbness Sweet nothingness it's too heavy to bear Carry me into the white where I could return to the dead end of loveless care to the warmth of the light into the white where there is no more pain which I could not supress, but still I won't make it through again This time I will leave you forever Though love was a choice I declined or never had it came with a the cost I just could not pay Dead ends in the night Distanced by the time Entwined in the misery Destined to be apart Dead ends Entwined misery So distant and apart Rage against the falling world walls come down around me The voices that haunt me bear resemblance to my own Bleed into the dead end from the escape I created I never had much faith in life and now it's been outweighed feeding the void

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released June 21, 2023

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The Harbinger Kouvola, Finland

From the cracks of concrete hell, Kouvola, Finland, rises a new band with beautiful yearning doom metal melodies and crushing death metal riffs.

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